Love to be beside you, the way you smell

The way your lips feel and your fingernails.

The way your fingers crawl up my spine,

The way you always make me the last in line.

I carry the weight of the world as the past is unfurled,

But I won’t stop to wonder.

Going through this life on my own made me as cold as stone.

I’m a ship going under

And I’d tell you this, but I don’t know how.

I’m caving in and I’m falling out and I can’t resist

And I can’t rebound with the weight of the world as the world falls down.

It’s the way you thrill me, then pull me away.

The way you seem to kill me a little more each day.

And it’s what your thinking in your twisted mind

The way your body trembles when it’s next to mine.

This pain I think about it everyday,

It tells me I’m never gonna get away.

I know it’s over, but I can’t escape memories and how to face another day.